Wednesday, November 28, 2012

Poker gambling addiction, the battle continues

I am still battling my gambling addiction. I am sick of it, really I am. I am sick of wasting my time, money and mind on this pretense. I cannot stop myself from playing poker -- but I must at least try, as the effort of trying is all I have. I do question whether I have the strength to get through this; I actually need a miracle but my gambling addiction is deep under my skin, I cannot see a way

Thursday, November 8, 2012

End of a gambling addiction is where we begin


When we go through life, there are significant moments where what we knew and believed ends and therefore, it is in effect where we begin; not the entire book, just a chapter. It is hard at times to read and acknowledge who we were, how things have changed, and the challenges we face so that we can begin writing the next chapter but we have to otherwise it will be one long, pointless chapter.